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Saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu waktupun enggan untuk berlalu. Ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
entah untuk siapapun itu. Semakin ku lihat masa lalu semakin hatiku tak menentu.

Juni 2012

Dibulan ini bener2 sial!unlucky month... Last day in June
Kejadian di bulan ini ngebuat aku inget sm kejadian Juni 2009, cuma jalan ceritanya yang beda tapi endingnya sama. Sama kehilangan! parah <////////3 Dan yang lebih parahnya yang ngebuat kehilangan itu semuanya aku!iya aku!aku yang ngebuat semuanya pergi jauh ninggalin ahhhhh :'(
Tomorrow and so I wish I could think more mature for my own self. I wish I could get all I ever have again. the people who love me. I want happiness god. I want.. God give me the best, my back was all the people who loved me yesterday. I want to be loved again, I miss everything.
Semoga di bulan juli ga seburuk di bulan juni, tapi efek dari juni pasti masih kerasa di bulan juli:'(

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what i was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love NEVER changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you

I wanna tell you i was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so TRUE
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you

I wanna tell you, you mean ALL THE WORLD to me
How I’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life .. ooh
You showed me the way
And now that I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh, and I wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh

And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so TRUE
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

X6. Anxious

Hallo blog, dikesempatan ini cuma mau bahas tentang kelas. Ini kan tanggal 30 juni itu artinya aku&tmn2 yg lain resmi naik kelas 11 dan kita pisah buat kekelas yang baru. Buat aku pribadi, kalo diinget2 dari awal masuk kekelas ini itu sering ada rasa gmn gitu. Semuanya dirasain. Dari awal tahap saling ngenalin nama, tau karakter masing2 dlm setahun itu termasuk waktu yg lama walaupun kerasa sbntr. Jadi sdkt demi sdkt kenangan yg lalu2 dikelas ini suka keinget, dan sdkt demi sdkt pula suka timbul rasa galau... Hm you know? Orang-orang yang dulu mengisi hari-hari kita, lambat laun seiring berjalannya waktu akan menghilang dari memori&suasana. Pasti akan ada kata rindu buat kedepannya. Rindu semua yang dilalui selama dikelas 10. Rasa dikelas 10 itu nano-nano!!! sedih, marah, kecewa, tangis, kebahagiaan, kesenangan, canda, tawa. Seputar dunia percintaan,persahabatan. Semuanya dilewati,dirasakan! Let the time saved in each of us. whatever it is that bad, believe me, we're going to miss a moment. when we share together, happy together, or even in grief. and any memories of a place the hearts of each, though in the future will be more that give the impression to us, be it bad, or otherwise. I'll always miss those days.

Teenage dream! My Big Ambition...

Okey I want to tell you about something ;-) about my big ambition.

I have a big ambition. I want to be an  bank employee. But it's so hard :/ Because I know I'm not a smart girl or a clever girl. And I don't have a brilliant brain.

Now I am still in the first Grade of Senior High School and on 29 June, officially I'll be in the second grade

To achieve all my ambitions, I want to continue studying at the University of Indonesia majoring in accounting faculty of civil engineering. Because my mother ever discussed it. And since that is where I dreamed to continue studying there. From childhood I was very interested in working for a bank, since the age of 3 years to be precise.. But I know it's so hard. Track invitations which can be a little easier to continue the study there. But to get it to have to work hard. Study hard!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't wanna  make my parents dissapointed. So, from now, I must study hard to get my ambition. I promise I'll do the best for my future. And someday, I'll make my parents proud of me :') I promise, mom, dad..

If I have a brilliant brain, I don't need to get frustated! 

Haha but start from now, I will try to be a diligent girl to reach my ambition ;-) I could if I diligently read the book, and repeat the lessons I learned in school

And I promise, I will make it happen. Just see and wait, someday I'll to be what I wanted.

And my mom said, if I want to reach my ambition, I must not forget two words, LEARN AND PRAY.

TRY, PRAY, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Don't need to pessimistic, because I know I can do it if I believe that I can.

Ooh, can't wait to make my parents proud of me! :')

Sejuta Rasanya - Blink

Awalnya biasa, sungguh ku tak menyangka
Dirimu ternyata membuatku cinta
Namun kini pikiranku hanya tertuju padamu
Sungguh ku tenggelam dalam khayal cinta

Jatuh cinta oh sejuta rasanya
Oh dia bisa membuatku menggila

Bertemu denganmu membuatku bahagia
Walau aku tak tahu harus bagaimana

Jatuh cinta (jatuh cinta) oh sejuta rasanya (sejuta rasanya)
Oh dia bisa (dia bisa) membuatku menggila (membuat ku gila)
Jatuh cinta kepadanya sejuta rasanya

Dewa cinta tolonglah dekatkan ’ku padanya
Aku ingin ucapkan kata cinta

Jatuh cinta (jatuh cinta) oh sejuta rasanya (sejuta rasanya)
Oh dia bisa (dia bisa) membuatku menggila (membuat ku gila)
Jatuh cinta (jatuh cinta) oh sejuta rasanya (sejuta rasanya)
Oh dia bisa (dia bisa) membuatku menggila (membuat ku gila)